sorry

they are concealing something from me..
only my guess.. 
don't know why and what...


men, don't do this to me..
i am your big sister..


i know i am not a good sister..
but please..


sorry for not be able to be at home right now..
i am not selfish..
got things to be done here..


miss all of you.
home.
food.
to be treated nicely.
being sarcastic. 

i have defects..

i know that..

i am not perfect..

nobody is perfect..

loves and much more loves to be shared.

i'm done

the examination is now officially ended. 
for my papers, hehehe...
hopefully everything pass...ameen
flying colours? 
in my dreams
a long dream


everybody are leaving.
my room-mates too
they went home.
safely, alhamdullih.


but, i am still here.
waiting. sitting.


a task that needs patient 
deep and deeper
much much more


may it bring good
though i seem to dislike it
hmmmmm..

something...

alone
it makes me think
thinking about a thing
the thing that matter.


am i doing good?
am i conscious?
nope
it is negative.


so please my sweet honey bunny
try to wake-up
work all the thing
make them something
something that is not nothing


a hope
His mercy
loves and helpsssss


to walk
to go through all the ways
joyfully
successfully
bless fully


ameen.........

(examination period, 4th year, 1st semester, prior to the MCQ)