tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73713398865406531932024-03-20T13:45:07.788-07:00delima missnamesmissnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-46899836834351366292010-09-30T23:34:00.000-07:002010-09-30T23:34:01.723-07:00rasa bertuhan..perlu ada rasa diri bertuhan<br />
rabbahiyah<br />
salah satu ciri<br />
yang mesti dihadirkan dalam diri<br />
<br />
bagaimana?<br />
<br />
sesungguhnya Allah telah meniupkan ROHNYA <br />
ke dalam jasad nabi Adam; datuk kita selepas diciptakan.<br />
<br />
itu unsur yang menghubungkan kita dengan Allah.<br />
<br />
dianugerahi pula seketul daging yang tersembunyi di dalam dada<br />
yang dimanakan hati<br />
dan jika ianya baik <br />
maka baiklah selurah zahirnya<br />
perbuatannya<br />
pertuturannya<br />
amal kerjanya.<br />
<br />
lantaran itu, sang hati perlu dipelihara,<br />
perlu diberi santapan yang baik, dan juga perlu dirawati<br />
kerna tuannya di dunia ini adalah insan yang tidak sunyi dari dosa<br />
tidak maksum seperti rasul-rasul<br />
lelaki pilihan Allah yang menjalankan tugas hebat di muka bumi ini.<br />
<br />
peliharaannya itu dari apa?<br />
utamanya dari cintakan dunia.<br />
kerna apabila kita hampir kepada dunia<br />
maka kita menjadi jauh dengan Akhirat<br />
terlupa tujuan kita diciptakan<br />
walau teringat, mungkin kualiti kerja dalam mencapai tujuan hidup tidak ditahap maksima<br />
dek tergagal menjaga hati dari cintakan dunia yang nampak mempersonakan.<br />
<br />
oleh itu, untuk memelihara hati ini dari yang itu,<br />
santapan yang diberikan perlulah yang terbaik<br />
penuhilah ia dengan istigfar dan zikrullah<br />
solatnya perlu berjemaah, tidak diabaikan solat-solat sunat<br />
puasa isnin khamisnya tidak ditinggalkan<br />
sadaqahnya diperbanyakkan<br />
kerna itu semua adalah apa yang Allah sediakan<br />
untuk hambanya yang ingin memiliki hati yang salim<br />
selamat dari penyakit cintakan dunia ditambahi pula penyakit-penyakit hati<br />
yang lain, lahir dari cinta yang silap itu.<br />
<br />
namun,<br />
jika ditimpa musibah di hati<br />
segeralah ia diberi rawatan<br />
dan janganlah bersedih kerna<br />
Alhamdullih Allah masih mengizinkan diri mengenal pasti<br />
yang bahawasanya hati itu telah jatuh sakit lalu perlu diubati..<br />
berdoalah, bertaubat dan bermujahadah<br />
<br />
"barangsiapa yang merasa bangga dengan kebaikannya dan merasa bangga dengan kejahatan yang dilakukannya, maka dialah yang beriman" (hadis)<br />
<br />
"satu kejahatan yang menyedarkanmu, bahawa hal itu jahat, adalah lebih baik daripada satu kebaikan yang membuatmu ujub dan tertipu" (saidina Ali)<br />
<br />
"Boleh jadi dibukakan bagimu pinti taat, tetapi pintumu tidak terbuka untuk menerima. boleh jadi engkau terjatuh ke dalam maksiat, tetapi kemaksiatan itu membuatkan engkau sampai kepada keinsafan. kemaksiatan yang membawa kesedaran akan kehinaan adalah lebih baik dari ketaatan yang membawa kepada ujub dan takbur" (ibnu Atha'illah)missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-86925402438162230842010-09-14T00:20:00.000-07:002010-09-14T00:20:24.228-07:00eid mubarak<div style="color: #741b47;"><b>taqabAllah minna wa minkum...</b></div><div style="color: #741b47;"><b>kullu 'amm waanntum bi khair...</b></div>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-9876778612982618062010-08-26T19:43:00.000-07:002010-08-26T19:43:45.207-07:00selamat hari lahir<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><b><i style="color: purple;">selamat hari lahir buat adinda terchinta</i></b></div><div style="background-color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">a</span><span style="color: orange;">l</span><span style="color: yellow;">i</span><span style="color: magenta;">f</span><span style="color: #0b5394;">a</span><span style="color: #274e13;">h</span> <span style="color: #6fa8dc;">h</span><span style="color: #bf9000;">u</span><span style="color: #e06666;">s</span><span style="color: #cc0000;">s</span><span style="color: #e69138;">i</span><span style="color: #e06666;">e</span><span style="color: magenta;">n</span></span></b></div><div style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>sweet 16 year old</i></b></div><div style="background-color: yellow; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: yellow; color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>semoga berjaya dengan cemerlang di "sini" dan di "sana"</b></i></div><div style="background-color: #ea9999; color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>semoga terus rajin berusaha</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b><span style="background-color: yellow;">rajin belajar</span> </b></i></div><div style="background-color: #ea9999; color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>rajin beramal soleh</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b><span style="background-color: yellow;">rajin membaca al-quran </span></b></i></div><div style="background-color: #ea9999; color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>rajin menghulurkan bantuan</b></i></div><div style="background-color: yellow; color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b> rajin memberikan senyuman</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b><span style="background-color: #ea9999;">rajin bersabar </span></b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>~ingatlah; apabila umur kita menigkat, maka makin hampirlah kita dengan kematian yang akan menbawa kita kepada kehidupan yang kekal abadi. kehidupan itu akan menjadi indah jika kita mempersiapkan bekalan iman, ilmu, amal, akhlak dan perjuangan kerana mencari <span style="background-color: #cc0000;">HIS UNLIMITED LOVES~<span style="background-color: white;"></span></span></b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>semoga10 akhir Ramadhan yang bakal menjelang tiba ini tidak akan dilepaskan peluangnya untuk melipatgandakan amal soleh kita kerana padanya ada lailatul qadar- malam yang pahalanya lebih baik dari seribu bulan jika kita beramal dan beribadah di malam tersebut.</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>so, jom bersedia dan beramal kerana sesungguhnya kita akan bertemu dengan NYA pada bila-bila masa..</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>maafkan kesilapan yong zahir dan batin atas segala yang telah berlaku. doakan lah kesejahteraan kita bersama. </b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"> <i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b>BERUSAHA!!! Go! ^^</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><b><span style="color: #0b5394;"> </span></b></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-70861874672436198222010-08-25T16:07:00.000-07:002010-08-25T16:07:17.374-07:00berusaha dan berdoalahsemoga berjaya membentang satu qitah dalam kitab mughni muhtaj!!!<br />
berusaha!!!<br />
<br />
semoga berjaya dalam ujian pertama dengan cemerlangnya;<br />
-usul fiqh <br />
- fiqh muqarrar<br />
<br />
semoga al-bahs tentang "makan wa majlis qada'" diselesaikan dengan jayanya~<br />
<br />
WNN n SB; all the best to us all!!<br />
<br />
usaha-berusaha-saling mengusahakan...<br />
doa-berdoa-mendoakan-didoakan...<br />
<br />
"dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kepada Mu tentang aku maka (jawablah), bahawasanya <span style="background-color: #f1c232;">Aku adalah dekat</span>. Aku mengkabulkan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila dia berdoa kepada Ku. maka hendaklah mereka itu<span style="background-color: #3d85c6;"> memenuhi (segala perintah) Ku</span> dan hendaklah mereka <span style="background-color: #3d85c6;">beriman kepada Ku</span> agar mereka selalu berada dalam kebenaran" (2:186)missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-61777382877575217902010-07-28T07:47:00.000-07:002010-08-02T11:07:39.607-07:00kisah mereka dan kita<div style="color: #0b5394;">subhanallah</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">alhamdulillah</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">what a very-very long time...</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">so, this update is a respond to a complaint / request of a good friend of mine- timtem...who is currently being a chambee. wish u allllllll the best with the chambering period..9 months, well as what my lovely mr baha said, the reason why it takes 9 months before you becoming a certified lawyer- it is an analogy to the normal duration of a baby to be in a mother's womb before he or she could come to see this temporary world...comey betul sir punya idea...uhuh</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">well a long time ago, i wrote in my fb's status box....</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">nasihat salim bin abdullah bin umar bin al-khattab kepada umar bin abdul aziz:</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">"...sebenarnya, bantuan Allah akan diberikan kpd seseorang bergantung kepada niatnya. jika niatnya untuk kebaikan, Allah akan berikan bantuanNYA, jika niatnya tidak benar2 sempurna, Allah akan membantu sekadarnya..."</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">sedikit background utk surat tu adalah- masa mula2 umar abdul aziz dilantik menjadi khalifah, beliau menghubungi cicit umar al-khattab; salim untuk meminta segala document2 milik datuknya; umar utk dijadikan rujukan...so, salim pun balas surat umar abdul aziz dan tadi adalah sebahagiaan daripada isi kandungan surat tersebut...</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"> </div><div style="color: #0b5394;">so, soalannya (dari ida adiygkiut), mcm mana nak make sure yg niat kita itu benar2 sempurna...uhuh, susah untuk saya jawab because i believe that i have the same problem too..niat dan segala yang terlintas di dalam hati..semua yg terdetik...it flactuates...</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">hmm, what i can say, we have to keep reminding ourselves 3 big questions, namely;</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">1) من اين؟</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">2) الى اين؟</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">3) لماذا؟</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">those questions share a same answer. yes, we are from Allah, kepada Allah kita akan kembali and lillahi- kerana Allah.. boleh juga kita renung2kan makna mendalam lafaz لا إله إلا الله محمد رسول الله... daripada lafaz ini, kita boleh katakan sesungguhnya:-</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">1) tiada sesuatu yang aku sembah, aku lebih kasihi, cintai, lebih rindui, lebih takuti kecuali Allah lantas hidup matiku adalah kerana Allah semata-mata..</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">2) dan aku sedaya upaya akan mengikut apa yang telah diajari oleh nabi Muhammad rasullallah kekasihNYA..</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">i believe if we hadam dan fahami serta hayati hakikat syahadah itu, insyaAllah kita bisa mempaksikan segala amalan dan niat sebulat-bulatnya hanya kerana Allah..</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;">besides, dalam surat yang sama, salim menyatakan;</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">"jika jiwamu mendorangmu untuk melakukan sesuatu yg tidak diredhai Allah, ingatlah tentang orang yg berkuasa sebelummu yg kini telah pun meniggalkan dunia ini. bawalah dirimu merenung bagaimana mata mereka yg selama ini melihat keseronokan kini telah pun tersembul. bagaimana yang tidak pernah kenyang kini telah pun pecah. bagaimana agaknya jika mereka kini hanya berupa bangkai dibiarkan di sebelah rumah kita tanpa ditutup? sudah tentu kita akan heboh mengadu tenang bau busuknya"</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">so, apa yang saya nampak, salah satu cara utk kita pertahankan niat yg suci murni sempurna kerana Allah adalah dengan selalu mengingati mati..semua yang hidup pasti mati. kita yang dianugerahkan / dipinjamkan tubuh badan yang sihat, akal yang sempurna, harta yang mencukupi dan sebagainya semuanya akan berhadapan dengan kematian...ia pasti.. dan yang kita bisa lihat adalah setiap yang mati akan hancur menjadi tanah dan sebelum itu proses pembangkaian akan kita lalui..hebat mana pun kita, pasti akan mati, hancur musnah...so, kalau kita selalu ingat akan kematian dan kehinaan bangkai yg terbiar busuk (ibarat kerna banyaknya kezaliman yg dilakukan), insyaAllah kita akan sedaya upaya utk tidak berlaku zalim (dan sesuatu yg tidak Allah redhai) samaada kepada diri sendiri, keluarga, rakan, dan alam sejagat ammnya...</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">apa yg lebih penting, kita sedia maklum yang kematian itu akan membawa kita kepada alam barzakh iaitu satu alam perpindahan selepas dunia sebelum akhirat...di alam itu kita mula merasai nikmat atau azab bergantung kepada amalan sepanjang hidup kita di dunia ini...</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">situasi pertama alam barzakh bagi sesetengah golongan, Allah ada menggambarkan dalam ayat 46 surah al-Mu'min "mereka didedahkan kepada bahang api neraka pada waktu pagi dan petang (semasa mereka berada di alam barzakh) dan pada hari berlakunya kiamat (diperintahkan kpd malaikat): "Masukkanlah Firaun dan pengikutnya ke dalam azab api neraka yang seberat-beratnya""</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">on the other hand, gambaran tentang orang yang mendapat nikmat di alam barzakh ada Allah ceritakan dalam surah Ali Imran ayat 169-170. "dan jangan sesekali engkau menyangka mereka yang terbunuh (yg gugur syahid) pada jalan Allah itu mati, (mereka tidak mati) bahkan mereka adalah hidup (secara istimewa) disisi Tuhan mereka dengan mendapat rezeki. dan juga mereka bersukacita dgn kurniaan Allah (balasan mati syahid) yg telah dilimpahkan kpd mereka dan mereka bergembira dengan berita baik mengenai (saudara-saudaranya) orang (islam yg sedang berjuang), yg masih tinggal di belakang, yg belum (mati dan belum) sampai kepada mereka, (iaitu) bahawa tidak ada kebimbangan (dari berlakunya kejadiaan yg tidak baik) terhadap mereka dan mereka pula tidak akan berdukacita"</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;"></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;"></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">............................................................................................................................................. </span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;">in a nutshell, setiap yg dilakukan akan diukur dengan niat kerana Allah...dalam proses pelaksanaanya sudah pasti pertolongan Allah amat2 diharapkan....pertolongan itu bergantung kepada kemantapan niat kita...semoga ia bulat keranaNYA, agar bantuaan Allah tidak putus2...walau apa pun, kita tidak pernah sunyi dari kelalaian...oleh itu, istiqfar adalah lafaz yg hampir dengan kita lantas mari perbanyakkan melafazkannya.. Ya Allah, jadikan kami hamba2Mu yg mendapat pertolonganMu dan jauhkan kami dari melakukan apa-apa yang engkau tidak redhai...</span></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">Alfatihah untuk saudara2 kita yg telah meninggalkan kita dan dunia sementara ini. semoga kita akan berjumpa di kehidupan akhirat yg kekal abadi....</span></span>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-52528849121818246722010-07-22T19:15:00.000-07:002010-07-22T19:15:05.870-07:00hari-hari yang aku tak tahu<br />
good <br />
not too good<br />
bad <br />
and even worst!<br />
in one single daymissnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-77144770170442221912010-04-20T06:33:00.000-07:002010-04-20T06:35:36.971-07:00aku ke sekolah- part 2<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">hahah...</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">hari ni result kluar...</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">tapi x leh nak bukak website uia tercinta...</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">eton yg tolong tengok kan result...boleh la...biasa2 aja</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">so, kita update blog!</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"><br />
</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">nak tulis pasal sekolah lagi..haha</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">but, before that, i would like to congratulate a best friend of mine; nur syahidda who just married to one Faizal. selamat pengantin baru.. semoga bahtera perkahwinan akan berlayar di lautan kehidupan dengan selamat dan bahagia...hingga ke akhir nanti...ameen</span></b><br />
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</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">now, i proceed with my current business- teaching!</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">today, i have to teach 3 classes. for the last teaching hour, i entered 2 USAHA.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">a very challenging class i would say so...</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">really have to berusaha hard in order to control some 'talented students' in the class.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"><br />
</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">i gave them some works from the exercise book as i will be calling students to return their exam papers..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">but, they (some) keep showing their talents...and...</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">today, i failed to control them and even myself.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">i even want to cry and walk away from the class...</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">but, i still can berfikir secara waras thus remained in the class.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">sitting and watching them played around the class.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"><br />
</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">alhamdulillah, ust deen suddenly appeared and he take charge.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">uhhu. what a relife..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">i continued calling names to distribute the exam paper...</span></b>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-73353964793864669512010-04-19T05:54:00.000-07:002010-04-19T05:54:22.521-07:00aku ke sekolah<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">i am currently teaching at sek ren. setiawangsa, replacing an ustazah who is on leave till 28 mei 2010 for giving birth to her beautiful baby. hmm, i teach pendidikan islam. standard 2, 5 classes. 2A, 2D, 2G, 2U and 2S... nice and interesting boys and girls.</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">mula2, quite a difficult task- i believe it is so. very tiring and challenging. haha. it was a very blur situation and i don't know how to effectively communicate and deal with those lovely, potential and brilliant young students.</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">first day- balik dari sekolah dan sampai pada jam 8.15pm, light off at 9 pm. haha....</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">second day, i had to do some homework n at the same time, logged on to the FB. initially, i intended to ring umi but, due to the 'research', the plan went unenforce.. uhuh, alhamdulillah fortunately, while busying doing the research, umi contacted me via the FB's chat. haha, what a coincident. we chat-chatting and i told her "it is difficult to control students...they keep playing while i was 'delivering the lectures' ". umi- who i adore her knowledge and experience- said: you could try to use story telling's method and even singing.. pupils who are at the age of standard 2 love to sing and hear stories."</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">third day- i tried and it worked! love umi very much. muah!</span></b>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-80426624695099089332010-04-05T11:03:00.000-07:002010-04-05T11:03:37.484-07:00langkah ku<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">aku on9 dan tiba2,</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">"salam kak, dah study CP?"</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">"salam alaik, belum, haha"</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">"saya x study satu ape pun, frust. saya minta clash dan saya frust. dia x marah saya pun. tapi saya sedih sebab dia sangt frust. kak, saya x pergi pun interview PTD tadi"</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">"sabar, be strong dan banyk berdoa. insyaAllah akan diganti dengan yg lebih baik"</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">"aha, saya kene kuat, saya doa jodoh kami akan bersama jua"</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">"insyaAllah, ada jodoh x kemana. awak kene bagi </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">clarification</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"> supaya dia faham dan dia akan kuat"</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">haha, i asked her to be strong to clarify all matters...but me myself, keep isolating avoiding and refusing to meet this one person who i claimed to hurt my heart..no attempt to seek for any clarification...what a pity poor asma'.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">i just have to reflect and learn from all things that are around me...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">1) the recent movies that i watch; love happens and the blind side... they are full of values that can motivate asma' to move forward and be a better person. to forget and forgive. to do good to other. ect.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">2) the last page of quran that you recite today- alhujurat: 5-11. the ayah really reflect your situation. one of them, Allah says "sesungguhnya arg2 mukmin itu bersaudara, krn itu damaikanlah antara kedua saudaramu (yg berselisih) dan bartakwalah kpd Allah agar kamu mendapat rahmat". i need His rahmah. the person need that too. so, if we remain in this situation, the rahmah will be noway near us...astagfirllah..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">3) advices from two friends; yong, you are an adult. stop being like a small child. be rational....yong, you are acted unjust by punishing both yourself and that person this way, this is okay if you want to avoid that person but please, stop being like this. move on.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">4) the chatting it self, i asked other to be strong so, i should be strong too...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">we can love loves but it should be reasonable, otherwise, the sufferings is greater that the normal hurt. haha. take care to all us and you, the person who i </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">loved</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"> very much.</span>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-45968078151853935412010-04-05T00:04:00.000-07:002010-04-05T00:04:43.050-07:00hari-hari ku<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>1)</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>teruknya kene 'dump' </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>tido mcm tak nak bangun2</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>x nak jumpe sape2</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>berkurung</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>no communication</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>serious x kuat</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>hahaha</b></span><br />
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</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>diizinkan, a good friend of mine tagged me in his note;</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>nama2 yg tidak akan dia dilupakan</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>it includes; orang yg pernah melukakan hati ect</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>haha, kalau aku, mesti aku x nak include name org yg pernah melukakan hati dalam list org yg tidak akan dilupakan..hahaha</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>cruel? revenge?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>x elok sungguh...</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>smoga semuanya ok dgn segera..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>lupakan dan just go on </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>2)</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>rasa macam kene hempap batu atas kepala bila satu isu yg x nak dibincangkan dibangkitkan jua...</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>don't know how and what to respond</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>people see it is wrong but in fact, they just do not know</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>yes they have no idea what soever, but they come to that conclusion because it is what they saw</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>forgive me. i am sorry </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>please, just stop questioning...</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>there is some things that cannot be shared.. yet</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>when the time comes, insyaAllah us all will know the truth</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>3)</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>a sister told me</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>"kak, kalau rasa 'something', try to read the stories of sahabah, insyaAllah ada banyak yg akk akan dapat."</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>i did</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>and masyaAllah, it is really helpful</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>the recent one, i read about abu ubaidah al-jarrah</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>he is an honest person, the prophet appointed him to be a judge in a village of an Christian society (well, the villagers asked the Prophet to send someone who can rule accordance to the principles of just and fairness) and even umar mentioned him as 'the man who is demanded by Islam' in one of his conversations with other sahabat.. last but not least, he killed his beloved father during a war between hisbul-Allah and hisbul-thaqhut (an ayah was revelled in consequence to that event) and, not forgetting, he lost his tooth because he used them to break the iron chain that was fixed to the Prophet in one of the wars...these stories really touched my heart.. he is a very truthful man and he sacrificed everything for Islam (i love my family and tooth very much-two important things in my life; obsess hahah)</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>so, prepare our iman well to answer any call that requires us to respond, in the name of Islam....</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>the interest of islam is always outweighed our personal interests, problems ect...</b></span>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-15494143508582888712010-03-17T18:25:00.000-07:002010-03-17T18:25:32.912-07:00alhamdullih...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333; font-family: verdana, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"></span><br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">ummudhirar: hatimu chat? mindamu chat? ruhmu chat? ukhuwwahmu chat? badabmu chat?</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: sebenarnya x really..</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: tapi x nak fikir</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: kan akk cakap, setiap detik itu tarbiyah</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: so, ana try</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">ummudhirar: ya benar itu bu'</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">ummudhirar: dan tatkal kita mengharungi sgl itu, Allah sentiasa bersama kita ...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: mungkin ana rasa susah dan payah, tu la yg ana ckp x sihat..teruk kan..</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: tapi, ok je insyaAllah</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"> </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">ummudhirar: kalau tak susah dan payah...macam mana nak tahu diri ini gagah, cekal dan sabar...itu juga suatu tarbiyah...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">ummudhirar: smg kamu cekal dan ceria senantiasa...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: hmmm, benar2..kak, tadi kawan ana tegur, cakap ana dah lain, x ceria...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: akk rasa macam mana...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">ummudhirar: adikku, kekallah mekar dan ceria serta setia pd perjuangan seperti saat ku mulai kenali kalian dan sehingga kini......luv luv luv u all alwaysss......my precious and beloved adik...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">antum la <span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1268872608_0" style="border-bottom-color: rgb(0, 102, 204); border-bottom-style: dashed; border-bottom-width: 1px; cursor: pointer;">permata hati</span> kak, suatu ketika dulu di UIA....</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"> </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">coklat_pepper47: baik lah...akan diusahakan..</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;">petikan masa YM yg leh dikongsi bersama.... some points to be reflected;</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;"> </span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;">1) people around us are the most precious gifts that HE sent, in helping us for shaping ourselves to be a new better person with good characters. so, love them and thanks to ALLAH for sending them..</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;">2) every moment should be appreciated as it is a tarbiyah.. a proses which was specially designed and made for ourselves and it suits every person..really.. though we might hate it so much! just face it and be creative in responding to such unpleasant situations...haha ( please asma' ku syg, believes it-surely you can!) </span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;">3) QUESTION: do we have adik2 permata hati yg bisa meneruskan langkah2 di bumi kecil uia ini...penyambung rantaian berharga.. </span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;">Beanmmi's- good...</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;">some of asma' ul-husna:</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #003333;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">as-sabur- the patience one</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">as-salam- the source of peace</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">al-matin- the firm</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">al-basit- the reliever </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">al-nafq'- the creator of good</span></div>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-49546126243976149842010-03-05T04:25:00.000-08:002010-03-05T04:25:01.138-08:00ada DIA<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: courier, monaco, monospace, sans-serif; white-space: nowrap;"></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">when she is sitting next to me</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">the person that i know before</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">the same person who i love very much</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">and i care </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">my hope and my light..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">this is beautiful</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">great and Alhamdulillah..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">Allah, it was hurting</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">bleeding inside me</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">no smiles and laughs</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">and if it was there </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">it was a fake</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">not real</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">astagfirAllah</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">Allah, this journey is not pleasant</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">there are fires burning in many ways</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">there are even some extremely cold situations</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">rare to be moderate</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">balance and excellent</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">are those things meaningful?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">don't know..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">it is up to us, myself </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">to really learn </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">be strong as it will never be an easy decision</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">many things to be sacrificed</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">but keep praying so that an adorable ending is waiting for us ahead</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">ameen.......</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><br />
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</span>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-24537561029072598392010-03-03T05:20:00.000-08:002010-03-03T05:30:42.377-08:00mysterious<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPPbc9vC-digInIDZ_8DkhEBtDE3EujHFvgZ-NxHbWRgbCFxQv4Nva9ejQAOD6sQIs7_RiJWKqBLjqehH_wqJ76Oj25hezVfn2hUomawLz9hlpjd1-ayhENFNXovd3kzuL2fzFf2rNra4/s1600-h/bear+043.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPPbc9vC-digInIDZ_8DkhEBtDE3EujHFvgZ-NxHbWRgbCFxQv4Nva9ejQAOD6sQIs7_RiJWKqBLjqehH_wqJ76Oj25hezVfn2hUomawLz9hlpjd1-ayhENFNXovd3kzuL2fzFf2rNra4/s320/bear+043.jpg" /></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #e06666;">she is complicated,so unpredictable</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: x-large;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">and rarely reveals herself</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she moves swiftly</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">and waits for no one</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she goes through the cycle</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">not knowing what to expect</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she tries never to give up</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">even when things look futile</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she accepts defeat</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">but never stays down</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she is brought to her knees</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCSE1CUqNkSJxIyuxOIw8vw__QeTojkVJVcnemkUbrKL_DAL_WKtc9GEWMksMJF8hbr-_q8yHrSpuIjaRNRuuPuVx8qkQMSGj8p6w19UL_BQEEAggCbrCYB3djhO9tgnPAuoFyP3tQpKE/s1600-h/DSC00330.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"></span></span></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">but slowly rises up</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she has strong shoulders</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">to bear the joys and sorrows</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">her mysterious eyes mirror</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">her depths of emotions</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she has no road map</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">to give her direction</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">her heart is so fragile</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she often feels so alone</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">there are innumerable moments</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">when she feels so alive</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she seems immortal</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">but</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she does have an end</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">she is life</span></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;"><br />
</span> </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">by Rabia Abubakar</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f6b26b;">published by The Star 3/3/10</span></span>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-55508578927242986912010-02-23T09:59:00.000-08:002010-02-23T09:59:25.441-08:00amanah cintathe companions <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">love</span></span> the prophet S.A.W very much. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">wholeheartedly</span></span>.. how about us? me myself?...<br />
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Bilal for example, he stopped performing azan after the Prophet passed away..he was very sad because previously, after he make azan, the Prophet will lead the jamaah prayer...so, the situation changed after the Prophet left this world...it was different as after he called the Muslimin to perform the solah, there was no Muhammad S.A.W...<br />
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hmm, how about my/our <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">love</span></span> towards the Prophet? He<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"> loves</span></span> us very much..........so, be strong till we died..<br />
i just want to share a good song will all of you..may it benefit all of us.........<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">lovesssssssssss</span></span><br />
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<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBFkokotZDA">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBFkokotZDA</a>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-7648260762755036592010-02-23T09:29:00.000-08:002010-02-23T09:29:40.755-08:00witch woman<a href="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:xR23g_QYxfRCcM:http://images.clipartof.com/small/45848-Royalty-Free-RF-Clipart-Illustration-Of-A-Pretty-Red-Haired-Witch-Woman-In-A-Costume.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:xR23g_QYxfRCcM:http://images.clipartof.com/small/45848-Royalty-Free-RF-Clipart-Illustration-Of-A-Pretty-Red-Haired-Witch-Woman-In-A-Costume.jpg" width="267" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">my youngest sister save my name in her contact list as 'witch woman'..</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">hmm, interesting..</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">i laughed (as far as i remembered) when i got to know about the story..</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">i heard, umi was mad and asking her to change it..well i love umi..tqvm..</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">the first thing that came to my mind was, am i that bad or cruel thus make her do so?</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">hmmm, i think so..but, maybe i was me..now, i believe i change..</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">though people change, the history will remain...to be remembered..</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">well, meena gets good name-Snow White (because Alifah adores her)</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">abidah- Majade (or whatever, i'm not sure- according to Alifah, kak bida is a person who always makes joke thus she gets that name)</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">anuar- meet abg nuar ( anuar like meet uncle hussien- the indie band)</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">whatever it is, i love my family...i hope to be a better person, nicer, and all the good qualities that a human should have..</span></span>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-22457849100107722022010-02-09T23:52:00.000-08:002010-02-09T23:52:53.906-08:00report card day<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><s>t</s><i>omorrow is report card day.</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i>i have to go and collect my evidence test paper alone.</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i>my teacher told me the reason for having this report card day. it is because he cares.</i></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i><br />
</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i><br />
</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000; font-size: xx-large;"><i>hmm, he already show to the class the statistic or graft of the numbers of students who pass and who fail.</i></span><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs071.snc3/13844_180861983239_180860568239_3037707_6151365_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i><img border="0" src="http://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs071.snc3/13844_180861983239_180860568239_3037707_6151365_n.jpg" /></i></span></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i>ten students are below the passing marks. hmm, i believe that one of them are me. i really think that way.</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i><br />
</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i>maybe i need to analyse the factors that caused me to suffer such result.</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i><br />
</i></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><i>but, whatever it is, i must be strong.......</i></span></span><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-34738380315552465032010-02-01T08:42:00.000-08:002010-02-01T08:42:39.129-08:00alat peralatanthey are only means,<br />
to be used in achieving the ultimate aim.<br />
<br />
the problem is that,<br />
i have nothing to be used.<br />
<br />
poor me,<br />
and it is quite impossible for me to get those means,<br />
yeah, maybe it is still possible, but it needs such a long timemissnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-7483614679259800122010-01-13T23:28:00.000-08:002010-01-13T23:28:07.698-08:00no titleice-cream is not chocolate bar.<br />
it is cold like an ice<br />
in a form of "cream."<br />
well, not really a cream.<br />
seem to be a cream.<br />
but chocolate can be one of the flavours of the ice-cream.<br />
yummy, great.<br />
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</div>i think i want one now.missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-52710553658904853602010-01-06T23:51:00.000-08:002010-01-06T23:51:16.951-08:00hati<span style="color: red;">hati </span>itu asal<br />
ber<span style="color: blue;">suara</span> dan dekat dengan dirimu<br />
<br />
bentukla ia<br />
dibantu <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #8e7cc3;">iman</span> </span><br />
dipandu <span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">Al-Quran</span><br />
dibasahi <span style="color: purple; font-size: large;">zikrullah</span><br />
<br />
<span style="color: red;">air mata biasa menitis</span><br />
<span style="color: red;">apabila hati tersentuh</span><br />
<span style="color: red;">bila ia terluka</span><br />
<span style="color: red;">dan seketika ia jua bisa mengeras</span><br />
<br />
untuk itu<br />
ku doa<br />
semoga tetap dalam <span style="color: blue;">tarbiyah RABBANIYYAH</span><br />
dalam <span style="color: #cc0000;">REDHANYA </span>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-25233036875817485842010-01-05T04:38:00.000-08:002010-01-05T04:38:55.062-08:00seronoknya ke sekolahadik-adik,<br />
selamat kembali ke sekolah,<br />
<br />
seronok ...<br />
bermacam ragam, beraneka wajah, gembira saya melihat mereka.<br />
semoga mereka akan menjadi orang yang memahami hakikat kehidupan ini..amin.<br />
<br />
tapi, aku pulak yang sebak sampai menangis bila baca surat khabar pasal adik-adik darjah satu ke sekolah.<br />
kisah adik Savio yg cacat penglihatan- tetapi masih bersemangat untuk datang ke sekolah walaupun tanpa ditemani siapa2, kisah 2 kanak-kanak istimewa yang akhirnya diterima masuk ke kelas khas yang agak jauh dari rumah mereka.....mereka punya pengalaman tersendiri dan semestinya Allah telah memilih mereka untuk berada dalam situasi sebegitu...begitu jua diriku, punya kenangan seakan itu..<br />
<br />
bersyukur....<br />
teringat akan kekurangan diri.<br />
hmmm, seingatnya, semasa di darjah 4, saya masih tak berapa pandai membaca, menulis...<br />
bahasa melayu satu hal. tak kira lagi bahasa inggeris...<br />
mengaji quran? dah masuk uia, tapi mengaji bukan benda yang senang untuk saya....<br />
<br />
banyak kesalahan bila saya membaca dan menulis...<br />
saya selalu kata "i am careless", kadang-kadang tertukar kedudukan number - contohnya 47 akan jadi 74, kiri jadi kanan, kanan jadi kiri, baris atas jadi baris bawah, perkataan "shall not" saya baca "shall" dan akhirnya saya akan faham benda yang lain dari sebenarnya... jadi, sebab tu lah saya kata saya selalu cuai dan tak berhati-hati...(it still remains with me till now-hehe)<br />
<br />
tapi, di uia ini saya diizinkan untuk mengetahui sesuatu yang agak lebih dari apa yang saya sedia maklum selama ini. saya berusaha untuk memerima kekurangan diri dan semestinya lebih bersungguh-sungguh (betul ke?) dan berhati-hati dalam urusan menuntut ilmu ini. ini penting, kalau tidak susah lah saya nak bertahan dan berjaya kerna saya punya kekurangan sebegitu...<br />
<br />
melalui sedikit pembacaan saya, situasi sebegini merujuk kepada ciri-ciri orang yang mempunyai dyslexia. kalau nak tahu apakah dia dyslexia itu, sila la google sendiri.. hmm, but, i always claim that it is only a minor one...heheh. sebelum ini, saya ada juga berhubung dengan seorang pensyarah di institute of education, uia. alhamdulliah, dia ingin membantu saya dalam mengenal pasti sama ada saya benar-benar punyai dyslexia ini. tapi, selepas beberapa ketika, kami terputus hubungan kerna masing-masing sibuk dengan urusan lain.. insyaAllah, saya akan cuba hubungi beliau sebelum saya tamat pengajian di sini.. hmmm, semester depan insyaAllah ada lagi di sini untuk sambung Syariah (alasan untuk bertangguh menghubungi madam la ni-hehe)<br />
<br />
okay, apa-apa pun, terima dan hargai diri anda. we are not perfect! berusaha, dan Allah akan membantu, InsayAllah. he gives us the bestEST...always, in any situation.missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-11239700096349632152010-01-02T07:50:00.000-08:002010-01-02T07:50:52.495-08:002010<span style="color: #741b47;">my list!</span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47;">1) more proactive (believe in myself that i can do <b>the calling</b>- sure- just do it), get three innocent sisters to be with me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47;">2) start <b>driving</b> the car so that my friends will get another one driver! (i got the driving licence in 2003 but till now still x confidence) </span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47;">3) to write an <b>article</b> at least and post it to any publisher.</span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47;"><br />
</span><br />
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</div>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-72232919436457892112009-12-30T00:10:00.000-08:002009-12-30T00:13:05.167-08:00bersama<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0YD8rudlpr8LrtjGo0KLtJpyh6INxBMylAq6Kt6o4CzzoCHtRx1EA62YctVmQf6BYh5UZ-ecWG_6NkHp-pXFucKKJrneVMO6kT-TUajPCQvjRf7Vii8a2ARWBYnlVUcZ1ogSCJh1i_SU/s1600-h/SDC10170.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0YD8rudlpr8LrtjGo0KLtJpyh6INxBMylAq6Kt6o4CzzoCHtRx1EA62YctVmQf6BYh5UZ-ecWG_6NkHp-pXFucKKJrneVMO6kT-TUajPCQvjRf7Vii8a2ARWBYnlVUcZ1ogSCJh1i_SU/s320/SDC10170.JPG" /></a><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">bersama,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"> suatu masa dahulu,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">berlari-lari,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">bermain-main,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">seperti anak-anak kecil.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">bersama,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">pada hari ini,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">berjalan pantas,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">takut ketinggalan,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">mencari dan meneliti,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">terluka dan gembira.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">bersama hingga akhirnya,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">dengan izin Nya,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ke husnul khotimah,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ke jannah,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">atas rahmatnya.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ameen.<br />
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</div>missnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-15822633150598528162009-12-25T09:48:00.000-08:002009-12-25T09:48:37.451-08:0026/12/2009ida's sister<br />
awaleen's<br />
and kak saibah<br />
<br />
may Allah shower His bless and love to all of them.<br />
ameen....<br />
<br />
seddih....uhuhumissnameshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786000916435516947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7371339886540653193.post-89277758907438154402009-11-18T04:39:00.000-08:002009-11-18T04:39:36.810-08:00sorry<span style="color: purple;">they are </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">concealing</span></span><span style="color: purple;"> something from me..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">only my guess.. </span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">don't know why and what...</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">men, don't do this to me..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">i am your </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">big</span></span><span style="color: purple;"> sister..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">i know i am not a good sister..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">but </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">please</span></span><span style="color: purple;">..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">sorry</span></span><span style="color: purple;"> for not be able to be at home right now..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">i am not selfish..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;">got things to be done here..</span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">miss all of you.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">home.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">food.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">to be treated nicely.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">being sarcastic.</span> </span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span><br />
<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: purple;">i have defects..</span><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: purple;">i know that..</span><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: purple;">i am not perfect..</span><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: purple;">nobody is perfect..</span><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">loves and much more loves to be shared.</span></span><br />
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